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yours truly...

H A N I E
There's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
{/my life --
forbidden love...
HIM
raymond
HER
hanie
~officially married on~
17 May 2009
Just the thought of being with you tomorrow
gives me the strength to go on today .
{/I want my phone back from CHESTER !!! --
Saturday, November 21, 2009 ( 10:17 PM )
~Read the three words above .~I can't blog tonight. I want to upload more pictures . But...my phone is not with me . ~sadness~
I can't communicate with him . I feel so lost . Not knowing how he is doing... Have he taken his medicine yet ? Is he feeling better ? Those kind of questions... I miss you . I love you . These words that i can't say to him before i go to bed... Ray ray..? =(
♥hanie
{/Just another saturday --
Sunday, November 15, 2009 ( 1:32 AM )
~Pictures uploaded nicely !~
I woke up a few minutes after Ray's sms was received . Felt SUPER UBER sleepy . So , i drifted to sleep again and woke up at 9am . The first i did was to open facebook and took care of my crops in Country Story and my staff in Restaurant City . Haha .
Then , i headed to the toilet for my bath . The kitchen was awfully messy last night . And no one bothered to clean it because the dishes were still piled up high in the sink . I washed and scrubbed the dishes and cups . Not to forget , the utensils too .
After i was done with the dishes, i boiled some water to make some tea for my mum who's coming home any minute . I still haven't had breakfast yet . Mum didn't buy anything for me . So , yea... I sliced some onions and garlic . There's a lot of rice leftover from yesterday . I cooked fried rice . I put in mixed vegetables to make it much more healthier . It was yummy . =)
After that , i revised a few of my modules . I did my tutorials too . Stats was a bit challenging but i managed to solve it in the end . So , what's left is the two presentations . Aargh... NO way... ~skip skip~
Ray got back from work and went to get our ring fix . I wanted to follow too... The diamond fell off , i think . He went to school after that to get some studying done . We wanted to web cam initially . The stupid video didn't load . ~curses~ . I wanted to see him so badly... =(
I was so stubborn and kept trying . It still doesn't load . So frustating , you know . In the end , we traded pictures taken by our individual cameras . I took more pictures as usual . I had to go out for dinner . I so wanted to be with him just now . Haiz...
We cabbed to Century Square . There was loads of people at Popeye's . Didn't know that it was halal-certified . Oh well... We didn't eat there in the end . Some people were like so , so... KIASU .
It maked me mad just thinking about it . We were already there first , waiting for two ladies to finish eating . And and . This PERSON just placed her daughter at the table there and asked her to sit down . What the... Umm... Hello ?? WE were there FIRST !!! He just made this 'innocent' face . Aargh ! To hell with him... Jeez...
Before that , mum bought me new formal shoes . The material was soft . I LIKE it . =) . There was also a sale . I bought this pink top that looks good and is cheap too . We went to Best Denki next . Me and my cousin were like practically stucked to the iTouch . We were busy playing air hockey and laughing loudly . Lol !!!
We roamed Tampines One and stopped by UniQlo . Very nice shop . It's selling winter wear now . Tokyo is snowing , perhaps . My eyes were glued to these colourful jackets which cost only 20 bucks . It's reversible too . Wow wee... Unfortunately... It is for men... The jackets meant for women are not so colourful as compared to theirs . NOT fair... Haiz.. I want one to keep me warm in school when Ray's not around . Hehe . The insides are so soft . Mmm...
Cabbed back home . My tummy felt weird . I already ate but it still felt empty... There was this feeling like i wanna throw up . The cab pulled over . I quickly opened the door and puke at the grass patch . What's wrong with me these days..? I got Ray so worried that he panicked... Sighs...
♥hanie
{/On the other side... --
( 1:30 AM )

♥hanie
{/Cam-whoring in my room --
( 1:19 AM )

♥hanie
{/Kiss kiss --
Friday, November 13, 2009 ( 10:34 PM )
The fan in my bedroom was making a lot of noise . It was only 5am and i was disturbed by those noises . Aargh ! So irritating... It's either spoilt . Or...the fan is just thick with dust and it couldn't spin properly . I snoozed my alarm several times and ended up crawling off my bed at 7am . I feel so sleepy these days... And i looked like a panda too . Dark circles under my eyes and the hideous eyebags... Eww... So not pretty . =(
Ray went off to his lecture while i headed off to McD for breakfast . I ate alone . Very saddening . Haha . The live telecast of the Apec Summit Opening Speech was so draggy . I'll bet that there's at least a few who actually dozes off during the speech.
Meannwhile , i was so occupied playing a game that i didn't realise Yana was there . In the canteen itself . I was shocked , of course . Long time no see... Well , i accompanied her while she had her breakfast . We chit-chatted like normal girls do . I asked her along to the library . She surfed the net there since she's got nothing to do .
My meeting was at north wing . Dead boring . Shouldn't have come but i have no choice . I did the bibliography part . I felt so proud of myself for understanding question 2(b) well . Lol . Grey clouds filled the sky at noon . It began to rain so heavily .
Me and Ray didn't have a place in mind . We sat at the locker area , watching a movie i brought with me . Have you heard "Covenant" before ? It's freaking awesome . =) . I'm not supposed to elaborate the string of events that happened after that . It's all stored in my mind . Hehe .
Should i sleep now..?
♥hanie
{/Yuckity yuck yuck yuck ! --
Thursday, November 12, 2009 ( 10:37 PM )
~A cup of tea with a heart sugar , please ?~I HATE chamomile tea . This happened in the morning . That's why i was late for Stats lecture . Chamomile tea is good for ladies as it helps to ease menstrual cramps . It also helps people to sleep more easily . Ray did put at least two sugar sticks in the tea he made for me . But... It doesn't even help . Firstly , the smell of it was HORRIBLE . Secondly , it just doesn't taste nice . And last but not least . Who would want to drink a cup of tea with those flowers floating in it ? I don't think you would want it , right ? So , i sulked when Ray told me to finish half a cup of it . There i was scooping the flowers out . I pinched my nose and took several big gulps... Gosh... I nearly vomitted everything out . Two words : Plain disgusting .
Although i was late for lecture , i managed to understand what the lecturer's talking about . Blah blah blah... AFA lecture was pure boring...yet again . Shaqif sat beside me in the room . Added him in facebook too . I got to know that he knows Ammar Asyraf . Cool ! =D
I ate lunch at South Canteen today . A change of atmosphere , perhaps . The food was nice . Yummy ! We learned all about links in IWT . I find that this module is rather much more challenging as compared to last semester's . Oh... I missed a step while walking down the staircase . I managed to fall like a 'ninja' . That's how Ray descibed it . Lol ! >.<
Today , me and ray boarded bus 70 home . We talked about our future house and more . It felt so exciting , you know . ~smiles~ . I can't wait , really . You and me... Together in the future . =)
♥hanie
{/Eversoft --
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 ( 10:24 PM )
I almost forgot . I redeemed my Eversoft hamper today . It's worth $40 . It is actually a complete set of the latest Eversoft range which is "Clear Care Oil Control Lightening" . There's a total of 5 items . Facial foam , toner , day moisturiser , pimple cream and lastly , peel off mask . Isn't it amazing ? I don't think it's on the racks yet . Not now , but soon . ~happy happy~ . =)
♥hanie
Never regret anything that
once made you smile .
{/tagboard --
whispering sweet nothings...
Before i met you , i never knew what it was like
to look at someone and smile for no reason .
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watch me live my life...
♥♥♥ November 2009
{/applause --
designer DancingSheep
I believe that no memory is ever worth forgetting .
Not even a single one .
You & me forever.
{/wishlist --
what a girl wants , what a girl needs...
Go around the world.
Kick his ass.
Make me grow taller.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Fame, Beauty & Fortune.
Friends forever.
Trip to Hollywood.
Or maybe Disneyland !
♥Boyfriend..? GOT IT !
ACER Aspire GEMSTONE.
GPA 3.5 for S2.
Audio Technica headphones.
That Perllini wallet.
Lancome perfume.
Our 2nd ring.
SONY ERICSSON AINO.{/empty space --
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